Rain

Rain on the glass while I'm driving alone. Took the long way just to not go home. Silence loud when you're used to the noise. Used to the chaos, the lies and the void. I had a friend, now we don't even talk. Don't know what happened, just distance and walls. Sometimes I type, but I never hit send. Guess I don't know how to fix it again. Got trust issues I don't say out loud. I smile in rooms, but I don't feel the Crowd. If I disappear, would they notice at all? Or just scroll past like I'm nothing at all? Rain on the glass while I'm driving alone. Took the long way just to not go home. Silence It's loud loud when when you're used you're Used to to the noise. The noise. Used Used to to the chaos, The chaos still lies in the void. I had a friend, now we don't even talk. Don't know what happened, just distance and walls. Sometimes I type, but I never hit send. Guess I don't know how to fix it again. Got trust issues I don't say out loud. I smile in rooms, but I don't feel the Crowd. If I disappear, would they notice at all? Or just scroll past like I'm nothing at all?