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Waste my time and my whole life. Hold my thoughts 'cause I've been sleep deprived. Waste my life and my broke mind. Hold my words 'cause they never come out right. I'm trying really hard to be someone you'd like. I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be Fine. I'm trying really hard, maybe I'll find my Reflection in life and all that I'm kind. Can I be a little social? So secure in that I'm not all I think I am. Can I get a little control? Open my doors and that I'm not all that Is I think I am. I don't really care for what I have left Because I fucked myself up so much, I might Deserve this mess. And fuck all this love because I hate to admit that I'm really like this. I just can't face this shit. And I know I could be brighter. Yeah, I know I could aim higher. And I know I should think lighter. I know I would be fine if I was A trier. Yeah, I hate how I can't let myself hang Low. And if I didn't speak at all, I Think that I would let it go. But if I knew how I hurt, well, I Would promise to let you know. But I've been feeling so goddamn low, and I Just can't let it go. Do you remember 2013? From then on, I wished that my life was Unseen. 'Cause I hate who I could've been. Let myself slit up my skin. Drowned all my dreams. I've gone down the sink. And I'm sorry, maybe I should have tried harder. Jumped off a bridge that was just that little Bit higher. Yeah, I'm sorry my words can't be Any sharper. But I'd cut up my mind, and Then I'd set the remains on fire. Yeah, at least you could've said that I'm gone On the drugs. But I'm sober now, and I Still don't seem to fuck up. And I am sorry I can't accept all your Love. It wears me off. Leave me in my Head because that's already tiring enough. Waste all my life and my whole life. And hold my thoughts 'cause I've been sleep Deprived. Waste my life and my broke mind. Hold my words 'cause they never come out right. I'm trying really hard to be something you'd like. I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be Fine. I'm trying really hard, maybe I'll find the Reflection in life and all that I'm kind. There is nothing to figure out. There is Nothing to figure out.