borderline personality disorder

Why they wanna save me? Someone tell that I'm safe. I'm not really bad just because I'm not the Same. No need to pretend, I know what you Wanna say. It's written on my face, suck it to be Fake. Lately, I was sad, baby, Now I'm numb. I think every sign I will die alone. How long can I try? Never been in love. Because everything I'm doing, no, it's not enough. I'm working to be better me. It's thirty on my battery. No, I don't really care, girl, it fucking mean You mad at me. Oh, no, I don't wanna Be your friend. Wanna forget that you get me mad. There is no ecstasy to heal me from all This pain. Stuck inside my head and there is No other way. Maybe I am dead and everything was a dream. Honestly, would be great, I don't want it to Be real. Why they wanna save me? Someone tell them that I'm safe. I'm not really bad just because I'm not the Same. No need to pretend, I know you wanna Say. It's written on my face, suck it to Be fake. Lately, I was sad, baby, Now I'm numb. I think every sign I will die alone. How long can I try? Never been in love. Because everything I'm doing, no, it's not enough. I'm working to be better me. It's thirty on my battery. No, I don't really care, girl, it fucking mean You mad at me. Oh, no, I don't wanna Be your friend. Wanna forget that you get me mad. There is no ecstasy to heal me from all This pain. Stuck inside my head and there is No other way. Maybe I am dead and everything was a dream. Honestly, would be great, I don't want it to Be real.