Everytime

I can't help but feel alone In this big room I feel so small And I wouldn't lie to you tonight Cause I'm so used to feel my heart subside And all these walls can't keep inside All of the words that I still write About our love's remains, just ash I guess we went too fast, you left my body crushed I wonder now if you even know me If you knew that I was so in love with you The way you took advantage of me selfishly However I still came back to you All the times I laid by your side Now useless, you never cared but I I shouldn't keep wanting you I can't help it but do Found my peace in every broken piece of mine Wish I knew it from the start But you still hurt me every time That night I knew you drank too much (Drank too much) And was so scared that you'd get mad (Mad) I should've seen the flags but I was out didn't think much Why did I leave with you? I wonder now if you even know me If you knew that I was so in love with you I saw it in your eyes, your will to leave You always put yourself first, never me All the times I laid by your side Now useless, you never cared but I I shouldn't keep wanting you I can't help it but do Found my peace in every broken piece of mine I wish I knew I'd hurt this much Would've never loved you back I was only nineteen when I broke You left me on the concrete and ran home Then why did I trust you? Tried to open my eyes, lights red and blue Wish I didn't give you every piece of mine I'm such a mess and I come back to you Every (fucking) time