Far Too Long E

I look back to that September, and I just laugh 'cause I remember The way your hair blew 'round in that late summer breeze. And how your touch was warm as ever, on that cold night in December When we kissed under the lights on Christmas eve. But then it all crashed down around me, on the fourteenth of February When you told me that we just weren't meant to be. So tell me what you want from me. Tell me, where did I go wrong? 'Cause I've tried to carry on. Tell me, where did I mess up? Tell me, when did you lose faith in us? "Cause I've tried for far too long. I've been holding onto memories of the love that once had 'cause I still just can't believe that we would ever end like that. Now the bottom of the bottle is the only friend I have. How the fuck can I move forward when I'm in love with the past? So tell me what you want from me. Tell me, where did I go wrong? 'Cause I've tried to carry on. Tell me, where did I mess up? Tell me, when did you lose faith in us? "Cause I've tried for far too long. They say that if you love something, then let it go, but I can't let you go. I'm holding on to what we had, but now I'm losing hope. I'm trying to fix what I broke, with every line, every note. I'm trying to tell you that I'm sorry, but there's a lump in my throat. So now I'm choking on my pride as I swallow it. I'm leaving cracks across my heart as I follow it. The homies ought to know to leave a message at the tone 'cause I ain't picking up the phone. Don't give a fuck unless you're calling it. So tell me what you want from me. Tell me, where did I go wrong? 'Cause I've tried to carry on. Tell me, where did I mess up? Tell me, when did you lose faith in us? "Cause I've tried for far too long.