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Benzos running through my blood. I'm scratching on my fucking skin. I need to take a pill now because being Sober's wearing thin. I can't eat and I can't sleep and all I do is fucking think. I'm driving round alone again, you know I gotta Drop that shit. I never seen my life like This. Yeah, faded when I write my shit. Doing drugs for scripts. I don't wanna live like this. Now all they do is take, I give. Now, I've been faded for a minute now. I'm tryna stop this shit and get my mind Together. But I'm 'bout to crack it since I'm Over fucking feels. I try my best but know I won't forget her. Sipping again 'cause my mind Has been racing. Not facing my demons, I know I'm frustrating. I say that I'm better, I lie And I hate it. I think that I made It but know that I'm faking. I pour in the syrup again and I'm fading. Thinking these dreams help the pain when I make It. I bag up the bottles and shit then I mail 'em. Trapped in this life and I'm Tryna escape it. Went from canals to the Meriton. Got the Sprite and I'm still pouring the medicine. Grabbing her hair, now I'm chasing the keratin. Copping these Xans and this juice from America. And I'm still tryna change. Bad bitch switching lanes. She ride in the back so we drop like A taxi. She say that I'm manic but it's Just pain. Now. I'm coming up now for the four-five. Down baby girl, why you tell lies? I'm feeling low so I get high. I'm feeling low so I get high. Coming up now for the four-five. Down baby girl, why you tell lies? I'm feeling low so I get high. I'm feeling low so I get-Now I'm kinda Feeling hopeless. I'm lost with these opiates Swishing around in my bloodstream. She saying she love me, I know that she Bluffing. She loves that I'm plugging and I don't Feel nothing. I look in her eyes and she Asks if I trust her. I don't trust myself, I'm just tryna recover. Never ever texting back on This shit. DND on the low, I'll be cut Off, you'll see. She said that it's her that's The problem. I don't believe shit 'cause I'm still Gonna think that it's me. She say she'll leave And it's sex, so I pour up the lean. But I know she'll be back, best believe. I tell her she's perfect every single day. In each and every way, at least that's what I see. I'm off the Xans, can't speak or Practice what I preach. I'm looking in the mirror Hating what I see. Fuck. I'm coming up now for the four-five. Down baby girl, why you tell lies? I'm feeling low so I get high. I'm feeling low so I get high. I'm coming up now for the four-five. Down baby girl, why you tell lies? I'm feeling low so I get high. I'm feeling low so I get high. I'm coming up now for the four-five. Down baby girl, why you tell lies? I'm feeling low so I get high. I'm feeling low so I get high. I'm coming up now for the four-five. Down baby girl, why you tell lies? I'm feeling low so I get high. I'm feeling low so I-Benzos running through my Blood. I'm scratching on my fucking skin. I need to take a pill now because being Sober's wearing thin. I can't eat and I can't sleep. All I do is fucking think. I'm driving round alone again, you know I gotta Drop that shit.