Insomnia E

It's been countless times I told myself I didn't Feel a thing for you. And I was sitting all alone in my bed Thinking about you and how you make me feel In a way I've never felt before. When I was sitting all alone in my bed Thinking about you. I earn these cash Z's when I'm six feet. I haven't really slept since 16. If I disappear would you miss me? Slipping Mickey, now I'm feeling kind of Disney. Got me feeling dizzy. Zero to 100 like I'm Drizzy. Thoughts are getting crowded, so I better keep them Busy. Playing battleship, getting hit and misses. Snakes are hissing, mind is slipping, and I swear I'll never miss it. My lust telling me I should feel more. Feel But my past killing me, never Gilmore. Rich of you to say, but I'm still poor. Sinking to the bottom, I'll be topping the Billboards. I do this for me, it's my coping. So done going out like you know me. We both know that we ain't no homies. You don't want that smoke, but you're choking. It's been countless times I told myself I didn't Feel a thing for you. When I was sitting all alone in my bed Thinking about you and how you make me feel In a way I've never felt before. When I was sitting all alone in my bed Thinking about you. These drugs got me slipping. Baby knows I'm never sleeping. Always sipping on codeine and popping Xan to stop Me thinking. I know she's fucking cheating, but she Says I'm overthinking. Got his cologne on your shirt and baby every Night you're drinking. Remember when you hit me? Now all these bitches hit me. Text my line, I never listen, never answer. Models fucking with the crew. I just never felt enough. Guess you got inside my head and stayed a While, then fucked me up. And yeah, you bet That I don't miss you. I'm just wishing to Forget you. See, my brain has felt unbalanced, I'm A mess. They wanna blame it on the borderline. Fuck, I'm on the borderline. I'm on the fucking edge no one knows, I'm Fucking mortified. I don't wanna die, but I can't Face the shit I'm tortured by. I'm taking all these drugs to stay alive, but They just amplify my thoughts. I'm in my head, I'm better dead. I pop a Xan and then forget. I'm in my head, I'm better dead. I pop a Xan and then forget, nah.