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Yeah, Yeah, yeah. Fish Studios. Money. Now I'm burning bridges in Balenciaga. Got the fire, but I never start 'em. Known dripping, but I keep it quiet. Put my trust in you and you were just A liar. Now I'm coming back, I'm feeling wired. Fuck. Broken we start a riot like Moneykid, I got my team behind me. Never sleeping, but I'm never tired. But fuck it, I'm coming up Now. All these fakies asking how. And they all tryna get the hook up. Moneykid, I turn 'em down. All my crew are turning up. I ain't never feeling low. Kinda struggling to breathe now. I will never ever trust. We all kinda feeling broken inside. Got mixed up, I'm thinking maybe I'll die. Five years ago, I figured I'm fucked in the Head and she told me never to confide. I've been anxious ever since in my head and I shake and they tell me it's just in My mind. Legs are broke, God help me, I'm Sick and I'm tired of this shit, I'm not Meant to survive. Now I keep my lips sealed. I ain't never reaching out. And they all tell me it gets better, but You bet I got my doubts. Kinda feels like I've been drowning. At the same time I'm in drought. I'm just tryna find some water. I don't need no fucking help. Warning signs, warning signs, just ignore 'em. Keep it shut. Red flags in my backpack just Before this. Hop in the whip, I'ma crash it, Yo. Die like it's tragic, you coming. Know I'm a savage, twenty-one, maybe I'm manic. It feels more right, but wrong. Fam, you know I'll never right my wrongs. I got no patience, still stuck in my ways For way too long. Like fuck, never build this Song. Never felt like I belong. Ever since fifteen when they snaked me, ever since Then I've been withdrawn, withdrawn, withdrawn. So draw me into that circle, shit's too different, No one ever listens. So draw me out for four years, then drop Me and say better keep my distance. Got you looked tatted on my body, on my Skin, now I guess I need that fixing. When you left, you took me too, but I Think that I'll follow my own ambitions. You died to me that night. New girl tells me that I talk in my Sleep. Hotel rooms with the white bed linen. Hit snooze on my iPhone, yeah, no peace. Don't wanna wake up. Fuck, you got me telling her I hate love. Got cigarette burns on my legs, but guess it Is pain that makes us. Shit. Now I'm faded again. Pop a Xanny, fam, I'm chasing a Benz. Fuck a milli 'cause I'm tryna get ten. Fuck a deal, I ain't tryna pretend. I don't really fuck with no one, never had Friends. Money to Sydney. Told me I'm slipping, no suit on the kick 'cause I know you been sleeping. Got night terrors Lurking, I'm mentally bleeding. I hop in the whip, one more four, yeah, I'm speeding. Self-medicating, it's bad, but I'm Healing. I'm killing this game just to switch up My feelings. It's two in the morning, she crying, I'm leaving. Two in the morning, she crying, I'm Leaving.