Lavender E

Feel like I'm gone when I'm making myself feeling Better, I'm not even here. Feel like I'll never get over it, broken my Heart after you disappeared. All of the memories keep coming back, it's already Been over a year. I cannot live with myself knowing my brain will Never be, ever be clear. Out in the dark, I'm upset when I sit Down and drink I think of your name. When I'm putting my mind on the burner and Putting my body outside in the rain. Taking a breath of fresh air when I know That I really have nothing to gain. Walking around when I'm awake and I talk and I'll never, ever feel the same. Look at the lavender, roses are black and I'm Stuck in a cycle again. Why can't I fix it? I'm done with my Visit. I'm craving the warmth of your skin. Look at the lavender, roses are black and I'm Stuck in a cycle again. When will I finish it? I'ma replenish it. I'm your identical twin. Look the lavender, roses are black and I'm stuck In a cycle again. I can't tell when I lost it. I'm feeling exhausted. I'm caught up in what could Have been. Toying around with the fact I'm alone And I'll never replace you again. Scared of the fact I'm okay with it, always Enjoying it never began. Leaving my heart in the cold and becoming like You, an emotional twin. Losing myself on the daily, afraid of the scabies All over my skin. Broken forever, can't see anybody with me in my Own private hell. Like it's 1726 years when I Was just alone in my own private cell. Lately, I flirted with death and he sent me A card and told me to get well. I tried listening once, I tried listening twice. I got up to the mountain and fell. Look at the lavender, roses are black and I'm Stuck in a cycle again. Why can't I fix it? I'm done with my Visit. I'm craving the warmth of your skin. Look at the lavender, roses are black and I'm Stuck in a cycle again. When will I finish it? I'ma replenish it. I'm your identical twin. Look at the lavender, roses are black and I'm Stuck in a cycle again. I can't tell when I lost it. I'm feeling exhausted. I'm caught up in what could Have been. Look at the lavender, Roses are black and I'm stuck in a cycle Again. Why can't I fix it? I'm done with my visit. I'm craving the warmth Of your skin. Look at the lavender, Roses are black and I'm stuck in a cycle Again. When will I finish it? I'ma replenish it. I'm your identical twin. Look at the lavender, roses are black and I'm Stuck in a cycle again. I can't tell when I lost it. I'm feeling exhausted. I'm caught up in what could Have been.