Big Bully

I just yell sometimes, I can't control it. I just lose my mind, can't even hold it. Can't even hold it. Wanna yell sometimes, I can't control it. And I lose my mind, can't even hold it. Hold it. Yeah, golden rays through the sunshine. Elevated to a different time. And it's funny how life could be surrounded all Day, but I feel so lonely. And I'm hoping this will pass soon, 'cause there's A bully in my classroom. And Lord, just let me be to sit right Here and live this tragedy. And it's hard for me to focus now, so Much stress for a little child. That broken glass door window shattered inside, And fragile when the wind blows. And I can't tell my family that this is Every day, and the target's always on me. My pain's gone viral now, time to take a Stand. I just gotta let it out. Just yell sometimes, I can't control it. I just lose my mind, can't even hold it. Can't even hold it. I wanna yell sometimes, I can't control it. And I lose my mind, can't even hold it. Hold it. Just give me the strength. Show me a better way. I just wanna turn the page. Tomorrow'll be a better day. I'm not anxious when the bell rings, and those Nightlies do rot my dreams. So many emotions that I feel inside, no more Places for them to hide. And it's hard to make friends now, they turn The other way when you're bullied on the playground. And the pressure's all over me, sitting right here, But you just won't let me be. One more push, then I'm done. Had to draw the line, nowhere else to run. No. Drop my bag then I shout. Cut back his wing and take the bully out. I just yell sometimes, I can't control it. I just lose my mind, can't even hold it. Can't even hold I wanna it. I wanna yell Yell sometimes, sometimes, I can't I can't control Control it. it. When I lose my mind, can't even hold it. Can't even hold it. I just yell sometimes, I can't control it. I just lose my mind, can't even hold Can't Even hold it. I wanna yell sometimes, I can't control it. When I lose my mind, can't even hold it. Just give me the strength. Show me a better way. I just wanna turn the page. Tomorrow'll be a better Day