Denim Dreams E

I was a floating boy growling at the moon You were in a Polaroid howling at your youth The denim dreams got us stuck in heavy years The denim dreams got us I was dialing your Number in the garden freaking out You were phasing Out the summer trapped in these pleated grounds The Denim dreams caught us in clouds that never clear The denim dreams got us I was a broken Boy Drifting in the whispers local to the lanes Stained glass panes only cathedrals reign Withered Faces grimace and tut with their dismains I welcomed their disdain For a while I was Hopeful dancing in the street VHS tapes and taking LSD Your tabs opened windows but mine opened my Mind I tried to survive the world that cried Outside Nineties filtered sunsets trailing stratus Clouds Crashed when playing kerbsie with a friend From out of town Skipped school days rang a Rhythm of the river I was sixteen in the Moment shooting shots with empty quivers I was Running on the green searching for my peers They Were numbed by green yearning for peace The denim Dreams told them lies made of heavy years The denim dreams got them I was pocketing goods From stores I can't afford She was crying at The door thinking she could get me more The Denim dreams caught her in clouds that never clear The denim dreams got her Clouds that never clear Parties played in silence I lit fires in the Woods Growing up in the UK is just no Good Unless your family's well endowed with wealth And crowns I called forth the gods to help Me drown Flashlight nights Lambrini warps Use up Kings who once stood tall Bounded chest society's Rope I can't breathe you can't cope Pine glass Throne drives too far Unheard echoes die too fast White rimmed nose lines of coke They couldn't Breathe and I couldn't cope Red sky strolls on Top of Parliament Hill Dogs ran to the body I was too fucked up on pills My boyfriend At the time said that would be you I Thought it was abusive but now I see it's True I've been running into danger screaming I need Help He was cutting out my roots deeming me Too weak in health The denim dreams told him He was better than I The denim dreams lied They lied I was bathing in the sweat that Soaked into my skin I was bound to be Unholy was to never be forgiven The denim dreams Ruled my early years The denim dreams got me