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I feel like, I feel like when you go Situations like that, you think, you you feel sad. Bro, I feel like, I feel like when most People go through shit anyways, they're not even Like... Like, bro, you don't even just, you don't even Feel it no more. You just distract yourself, Distract yourself, distract yourself. I feel like that's, that's just what I was Doing, man. Like occasionally I let myself feel stuff, but man, It's just I'm not even tryna think about all That shit. For real, you know? And a lot of shit happened. You know, it weren't just, it weren't just her Death, it weren't just me like dealing with the Grief. It was like my mum, my mum had, Had like two strokes. My brother had psychosis, like fucking Candy Rain Got taken down. It was bare shit, you know? Fucking, I just, I don't remember doing that much Of feeling it and I just feel like... But when it caught up to me, it caught Up to me and I wanted to show what It felt like when it caught up to me, But I also wanted to show the bullshit of Me distracting myself 'cause that was also it. You know, I just feel like For all the grief and, and me going through All this, this shit, just before then I felt Like I just turned my life around from being Homeless to doing the mixtape and then doing Sprinto. Like I actually felt like, right, my life Was going in such a sick direction and I, And I, and I got out the mud. But you know, you get out of mud, it, There's always gonna be, there's always gonna, There's always gonna be mud. Like mud is-