issues of trust

I've always been scared of being myself, Of letting my heart speak before I speak. I will rise, I may fall, and my heart's Filled with issues of trust when I die. I still cannot talk about it. Yeah, I'm running, I'm running, I'm running, and running, and run. Since you left our lives, been blaming myself for All the things I said and I never said, Though I tried. I felt pride 'cause my heart's filled of issues Of trust in G. Since you died, I haven't been able to eat, I haven't able to sleep, I can't be on Top. able to do anything else. I still cannot Talk about it. I'm running, I'm running, running, and running, And run. Feel like I'm in this like endless loop for Days of just keep, you know, going and going, And I just can't wake up from this I Still cannot talk about it. I'm running, I'm running. God will Make a way