I'm not crying

If there’s water — let it rain If there’s sound — let laughter stay I don’t need somebody’s lies I am tired of all your games I was drowning in relations In forgiveness, explanations Fading slowly into silence All I need is peace inside I’m not crying — it’s just laughter Tears of joy are not a sin I will laugh into the face of fate And I won’t remember him If all feelings turn to pain I’ll forget the word called love I’m alive while I’m still breathing And I’m not asking for enough You will vanish like a vision Like a shadow in the night I’ve been stunned by all your scandals By this endless pointless fight Take this suitcase full of damage Lost and broken, take it back I don’t need your heavy baggage I am walking off this track I will find my peace in dreaming I don’t want to live at war My heart is no longer bleeding Silence heals what hurt before I’m not crying — it’s just laughter Tears of joy are not a sin I will laugh into the face of fate And I won’t remember him If all feelings turn to pain I’ll forget the word called love I’m alive while I’m still breathing And I’m not asking for enough I’m not crying — it’s just laughter Only laughter… only laughter Tears of joy are not a sin Not a sin… not a sin