I'm Tired

I'm tired of being afraid to make a Mistake. Being led by demons I don't want to believe. I go back to the old scars what become Open wounds. I seek salvation in the stars and try to Find the roots. Am I addicted to pain? Is this really what I need? I did it again. I hate it. I'm tired of being wrong, being wrong in your Eyes. How long will I believe these Lies? I try to be strong, but now my brain Told me wrong again. Why can't I stop it? Why can't I get away? I wanna be free and I wanna be real. I scream it out, scream it out loud. Am I addicted to pain? Is this really what I need? I did it again. I hate it. I'm tired of being wrong, being wrong in your Eyes. How long will I believe these Lies? Am I addicted to pain? Is this really what I need? I did it again. I hate it. I'm tired of being wrong, being wrong in your Eyes. How long will I believe these Lies?