Keeping Memory Alive

It's all about keeping the memory alive. I remember everything, everything. I remember everything you've said to me. Pornographic memory of everything you said to me. I've yet to get upset with how I disregard The recipe. Eventually you'll only be the human Being I let you be. Another piece of your identity that gets lost in The landscape. Holes in mystery, guitar with a Band-aid. They told me not forget, But I can't wait. It'll be so much better This way. I won't remember the good times Exclusively and convince myself that this is how it Used to be. Tripping and falling down memory lane. It will be better this way. Everywhere share my feelings and everybody seems to Understand. Call me a pirate, call me a lover, But I've yet to tell what I want. What if everybody gets together to scream out loud That life is better? What if everybody gets together at all, At all, at Give us relic deaths, Give us crooked backs and we took that and Gave you taste of death so potent that it Hold our breath 'til our lens sunk thin from Strong hymns that choke gasps. The death rattle discourse of the hopeless. You gotta hold fast, counter date with reaming Blades etching pentads in a bench between your bony Legs. In such a shameful waste, soon you may Not see a golden grass and be too broken To take notice of the blade. But then it hits your plate, for endless number Days your fate is a flickering candle silhouette now Set ablaze. You saw it as a sign, collapsed Upon their knees and prayed this mountain wasn't Your mesa, contained your fate, you kept it safe. This is the place. This is the place. This is the place. This is the place. Everywhere share my feelings and Everybody seems to understand. Call me a pirate, call me a lover, But I've yet to tell what I want. What if everybody gets together to scream out loud That life is better? What if everybody gets together at all, At all? I saw you floating in the water, You were naked at this. I saw birds fly high above you, They were yelling at me. So I jumped into the water and I just Swimmed towards you. But my legs felt so tired and my arms Were too weak. Oh, oh, you're a mystery to me. Oh, oh, you're a mystery to me. Everywhere I go it's like the same. Does anybody know what to obtain? A satisfying memory for us to breathe on. I will never try to push you down, But I wish I could make it. I wish I could forget things, but I don't Know how. My life is like a bomb disaster, I'm not Calm, I'm acting like I should pretend to be A part of my action. But I forget things like a selfish kid, 'cause I don't know how. Everywhere I share my feelings and everybody seems To understand. Call me a pirate, Call me a lover, but I've yet to tell What I want. What if everybody gets together Scream out loud that life is better? What if everybody gets together at all, At all, at all?