Could've Been E

Yeah. uh. No, I'm not the laughing stock. Past the clock, picking at the master lock that's On my brain, telling me my gains don't warrant Any recognition. Playing the blame game, pointing at myself in the Mirror. I breathe on it and wipe to see A little clearer. "Fuck you doing, Bro?" Pep talking myself to hit the studio and Do a show. The passion left when Ruck died. Fuck, why stuff gotta go like this? Trust I've had my fair share of losses. I hear 'em talking 'til stuff got awkward. Keep your pity. Assumptions don't seem to fit me. Lesser men have keys to cities. Maintaining integrity in the fakest part of the Industry. Full of silly me's amounting to a hill Of beans being spilled by a crooked friend. Story of a could've been. No matter the context you put it in, It's wrong, so when I'm gone, play all my Songs. Take your vice of choice and get it On. One for your boy. Any time they come for your joy, let 'em Know you're really happy, and suddenly they feeling Aggy. Could've been. Could've been. It's all good. Yeah. When I've done my rounds, I'll burn a strain with you. It's feeling like a game winner. Defeated the odds. Thank God for the blessings received. Naysayers pressing the keys online, Attacking those checking for me while I win Consecutively. Uh, it's nothing to a giant. The hurt that I'll never be compliant. My own truth filled me with defiance. Living with being overlooked. As long as I'm overbooked, I still get plates. I know the cook. They still hate. I know the look all too well on this Long, dark walk through hell. The air is filled with chemtrails as I exhale. A brand-new day. Cop a brand-new K for those acting funny over Rap money and treating me in a brand-new way. Like me going for mine took away the shine, So I move like denial took a day of Mine. And since I can't get it back, I'm going twice as hard every time I write These bars expressed with no life regard, Not even for my own. Beware when you see me in my zone 'cause I'm known to keep it on me. I'm here for my people only. Leave me alone. It could've been.