CURSE or SPELL

How we got so Distant? Why thought it'd be easy? Black roses, red wine and cigarettes making me play With doses. After another fire dash leaving me hopeless. These empty city nights remind me where my home Is or am I homeless? I guess time will tell If we forever or a story to sell. If you're the one to pick me up when I fail. What we'll be like when Earth is Turning to hell. Guess time will tell if it's a curse or A spell. Two in the morning, I've been fighting Off my demons here. Not alcoholic but these bottles like a cure to Me. Will you be mourning if you find out I chose not to live? Tired of waking up and drowning back in misery. Why don't you trust? It's hard to be under suspicion. Fell from the skies right on this earth, I'm On a mission. I do my best, I text you back even When busy. Your paranoia winning, building up the distance. How we got so Distant? Why Thought it'd be easy? How we got so Distant? Why thought it'd be easy? Woah. Black, black roses, red wine and cigarettes Making me play with doses. After another fire dash leaving me hopeless. These empty city nights remind me where my home Is or am I homeless? I guess time will tell. I guess time will tell. I guess time will tell. I guess time will tell.