I Wish (feat. Carter Tomorrow) E

I wish I could die when no once sees me Wasting all my time while no one sees me Wish that I could smile, but nothing heals me Popped a pill, then fall asleep, but I think I'll stop breathing I gotta pop 2 more, just to feel alive I've never had control over my own life cnd I don't really know if I'm gonna survive My life is a place where everything just tend to fall apart Constantly fighting my fears I never seem to win this battle The devil is counting my sins I never seem to go to heaven Go to heaven or hell cre you wishing me well? Do you live in a fantasy? Right over the hill Taking drugs that I love Taking drugs that can kill Tryna smoke outta - But that's some shit you can feel Please, make me a wish Maybe blow me a kiss Drive - from the whip Still losing my grip Need to feel alive While I'm dead inside Know you tell me lies If you say I'm fine I wish, I wish I was fine No, I'm not I wish I could die when no once sees me Wasting all my time while no one sees me Wish that I could smile, but nothing heals me Popped a pill, then fall asleep, but I think I'll stop breathing I gotta pop 2 more, just to feel alive I've never had control over my own life cnd I don't really know if I'm gonna survive My life is a place where everything just tend to fall apart Constantly fighting my fears I never seem to win this battle The devil is counting my sins I never seem to go to heaven