tired god!

Where do I belong in this lonely world I'm tryna run away from all these ties Drowning,  drowning,  I'm drowning in my pain Take me away All of this suffering made me numb And every time we touch it's never enough I'm so tired of these ups and downs Tired GOD! Lemme sleep I can't sleep at night I'm talking to the demons in my head Every time I close my eyes Eyes at night carry sword like damn knight I'm strapped cuz I got enemies come at me! I Can't deal witchu Calling me, texting me, wanna be But not with me cannot fucking sleep now I need help now popping pills Talking shit now how you deal? So tell me Where do i belong In this lonely world Hello, my friend Waking up from a nightmare, dying there I've been tryna run away from you But you don't care Love is breaking bones, so I hold u close I've been suicidal, leaving death notes I'm tired of being here i gotta disappear So where we go? As we walk this lonely road