Cigarettes and Coke

Cigarettes and coke and the maniac thoughts. How can my life get so reckless and dumb? The more I forget it, the more I become Someone I don't wanna be. Cigarettes and thoughts and the maniac world. I could have said no, but I could have Lied worse. I look at myself and get totally lost in So many versions of me. There's the one I forgot. There's the one I want his guts out. And the one I'm hoping to be. There's the one I forgot, and the one I Want his guts out, and the one I'm hoping to be. And the one I forgot, and the one I Want his guts out, and the one I'm Hoping to be. And the one I forgot, and the One I want his guts out, and the one I'm hoping to be.