Close to You

I remember her beautiful smile Our kisses, our time spent in style How we laughed, mmm hugged, and played Like our bond could never fade We were closest, o you and I But a mistake made our worlds collide Can't turn back time or make amends Feels like her love for me ends Lost and alone, don't know where to go Feeling like I've sunk solo so low A life without her seems bleak and sad Never thought it could end up so bad Scared to face a future without her grace To think those five years were just a waste No final chance, just a closing door Maybe you never loved me, what's it all for? I wanna be close to you I wanna be close to you But even if i stay alone in this world I can't be with you I wanna be close to you I wanna be close to you But even if i stay alone in this world I can't be with you A month later, my mind went blank at the sight of you Emotions rushed in, like it's all brand new Felt like a second chance, but I was naive Still so much I was yet to perceive A mistake made, lost in a whirl Uncertain of what to do, emotions unfurl Good and bad intertwined, hard to withstand Hoping for a second chance, slipping through like sand Longing for the love we used to share Caught between pleasure and despair Praying this was our chance anew But deep down, realizing it wasn't true Afraid that I'll never see you again Fear grips my heart, it's hard to contain If I don't get that last embrace It's clear I'm just a memory to replace I wanna be close to you I wanna be close to you But even if i stay alone in this world I can't be with you I wanna be close to you I wanna be close to you But even if i stay alone in this world I can't be with you