Nothing Gets Crossed Out

Well, the future's got me worried for trouble 'cause My head's a carousel of pictures spinning every Time. I just want someone to pull the plug, And I'll follow the leader. 'Cause man, I'm still under the weight of school Boy crush. Tired of carrying old books and doing lots of Drugs. I almost forgot who I was, But I came to my senses. Now I'm trying to be assertive and making plans For the right to be engaged with me, A splendid man. But all I do is just lay in bed And hide under the covers. Yeah, I know I should erase, but I'm just Too afraid of all the change. And it's too hard to focus all this doubt. I keep making a to-do list, but nothing gets Crossed out. Working on the record that will end This now, 'cause when the world ends, Who's gonna hear it? Well, I'm trying to take some comfort in Words. Yeah, tell my hurts that I'll get better. Then girl, when I get up to you, I think we should hang out, blackout Together. 'Cause I've been feeling sentimental for Days gone by. All the summer singing, drinking, let's get wasted, Ha-ha. Remember long back the way we'd smile, And these faces made of music. But now I've I've got got to to crawl Grow to anywhere up. 'Cause it only lasts at all. I know that it's true as I fall. So when I'm lost in a crowd, I hope to see you Pick me out. For I have longed to found. To grasp you high, I lay down. Wait for a hand to lift me up, Help me stand. I've been laying so low, don't want to Lay here no more. Don't want want to lay here no more. Don't Want to lay here no more. Don't want to lay. To laugh and say that I'm insane's a puzzle To me. It's all critical and it gets closer to me. I guess I'll just keep moving and not care To where I Go