F.E.A.R. E

In the hollow glass, I trace your shade, Where your laugh is poison, your silence — a blade. You're my compass lost, pointing nowhere fast, My personal hell where no flowers last. I breathe the dust from your leather-bound lies, Hear the whisper in every "don't". This is magic with no disguise, This is what haunts me beyond. You are my painful attachment, My main fear — your ghost at my door. My desire to master your soul, But you tear the threads I was living for. I wanna know where your wound hides its light, But you give me nothing — just silence at night… You play me like strings on a bruised violin, Each chord is a step where I lose and begin. I catch your gaze — it's a steel trap set, And my mind is your lucky amulet. I write your name in every line, Erase the space between "me" and "you". This is warfare on this spine of mine, No peace, no mercy, no clue. You are my painful attachment, My main fear — your ghost at my door. My desire to master your soul, But you tear the threads I was living for. I wanna know where your wound hides its light, But you give me nothing — just silence at night… I wanna peel off the names that you wear, Rewrite the code in your DNA spiral. So every "goodbye" holds a secret prayer, So you'd fall into me — like a dive, like a trial. But the closer I reach, the further you stray, You're my endless, unfinished decay… You are my painful attachment (the ache), My main fear — I drown in your name. My desire to master your soul, But you are the ocean — I'm just the flame. I wanna know who you are without me, But I know the answer — it's who I can't be… Master your soul… Painful attachment… My main fear… You… are my fear.