Loose It All

Lose it all. I would never know It's so hard to be with me. Every time you told me so, I didn't get What you really mean. But I know, I really know now 'cause you Left me alone in my tears, in my fears, In my bed by myself. I feel a black hole inside my body disintegrating My heart. I guess you felt the same when I decided you won't be a part Of me hiding in my mind, in my head. I'm so sorry you left in my mind, In my head. I'm so sorry. I left you and allowed myself to Really lose control. I never thought somebody could fool real empty Soul. I'm sorry that I left you and Completely gave up hope that you can Help me not to lose it All. Not to lose it all. Never thought I needed you to be by my Side to remind me that I can make my Future bright. Never thought it was so difficult to Choose my own path. I completely mistreated your love. Now you're gonna change my life forever. You change your love and pick another treasure. I would never do such thing to you. I don't think I deserve this ending, But what I said I did not pretend to. Falling in love with you. But I had to leave You and allow myself to really lose Control. I never thought somebody could fool real empty Soul. I'm sorry that I left you and Completely gave up hope that you can Help me not to lose it All. And allow myself Not to lose control. I never thought somebody could fool real empty Soul. I'm sorry that I left you and Completely gave up hope that you can Help me not to lose it All. Not to lose all.