Hallucinations

I'm in the ocean And my boat is broken. No need to scream, I'm floating. Underwater coping. How you tryna see Heaven but too scared to Die? How you not gon' take the jump but Wish you could fly? Every little piece of you Will get crucified. Fucking in a crowded room like it's just you And I. Na, na, na, na, na. Head in the clouds, my feet had to touch Down. Running back like there's no ground, Look what I found. Can you, can you, can you feel the tension? I know, I know, I know I should've mentioned. It feels so different. I feel so complacent. 'Cause I'm still fucking looking, looking for a Lifeline. Searching, sailing, drowning full-time. Underneath, aware I bleed. You said you were coming back to me, so I waited. I've been calling, I've been texting, Can we have a conversation? 'Cause I'm running out of patience, so I'm drunk And I'm faded. I've been writing songs about you, How you used to be my favorite. Now I hate it, I am sick, heartbroken once Again. Give a fuck 'cause it doesn't really matter In the end, uh. Flying in this plane, Pop a Perky for the pain. Stop playing these games 'cause you're driving me Insane, yeah. Hardy good in Hollywood, I'm so high above the clouds. Tears like raindrops on my city, looking down to See it now. Playing with fire burns, Got your hand up in my skirt. Heart buried in the dirt 'cause it's never gonna Work, uh. Can you, can you, can you feel The tension? I know, I know, I know I Should've mentioned. It feels so different. I feel so complacent. 'Cause I'm still fucking looking, looking for a Lifeline. Searching, sailing, drowning full-time. Underneath, aware I Bleed.