Problematic Liberation E

Check, check. I got a problem. Got a problem. My problem is I always wanna do it on My own. Been that way since I was born, Since I was short enough to corn. I never take advice, risk everything in my life. Don't give a fuck about the price 'cause I'm Just in it for the ride, uh. Some people think that's dangerous, but they ain't Never been to raves and took candy from strangers. They never felt the way I felt. I swear to God I'm startin' to enjoy the Circus better by myself. See, I'm a one-man band, an individual who practices Habitual negative ruminating like it's a ritual. I'm fuckin' pitiful, I'm bitter, I'm seeking Acknowledgement from a handsome rich man at dinner, So come and get her. Build my self-esteem, Make me feel good about myself. My last bitch broke me down, so now I'm Onto someone else, uh. And that person is me. I forgot, but now remember I am everything I Need, uh. I ain't wastin' my time, I'ma keep It pushin'. I'm tryna keep livin', Keep it movin'. I ain't wastin' my time, I'ma keep it pushin'. I'm tryna keep livin', gotta keep it movin'. Apart from perfect, but nowadays I'm livin' in the Moment. Officially a grown woman who's lovin' what She's becomin'. Ain't nobody say can change, But they know I'm evolvin'. Still work in abuelita's basement. Still not ballin', but I love this fuckin' life And it's ironic 'cause as this love grows, The opposite emotions simultaneously become more Overwhelming when they overthrow my soul. 'Bout to blast the fuck off and I ain't Ever comin' home. I ain't ever lookin' back, This is the now, so fuck the past. And someone please pour me some more whiskey inside Of my glass. Half empty, half full, What's the difference? Same shit. You ain't speakin' many words, but you sayin' all With your body language. I live for the experience, I live for everybody Hearin' this. Live for extreme drug abuse up to The point that I'm delirious. I'm livin' for the second 'cause in the next I could be breathless. I promise myself that I won't ever forget this Moment. Homie, I promise myself that I won't ever forget This moment. You know why? I'ma tell you why. You know why? Uh. 'Cause I be lovin' my life nowadays. Like a smile when the sky is gray. I take responsibility for where I am, For what I say, for where I stand. And that's called liberation. Uh, and that shit feels amazing. And it feels so amazin'. Uh, I ain't wastin' my time, I'ma keep it Pushin'. I'm tryna keep livin', Keep it movin'. I ain't wastin' my time, I'ma keep it pushin'. I'm tryna keep livin', gotta keep it movin'. I wastin' my time, I'ma keep it pushin'. I'm tryna keep livin', keep it movin'. I ain't wastin' my time, I'ma keep it pushin'. I'm tryna keep livin', gotta keep it movin'.