Twine

If I had a rain cloud For every drop of will I've lost, Could've dried your eyes. Instead, I watched you fade away When I should have been walking. Now I'll always see me standing in a doorway. I run from quiet rooms now. The silence feeds my mind, Which suddenly seems lost. Now I can't believe you. Sometimes I don't believe myself. I cannot throw the written words away. You thrown yourself at me and missed for the Last time. It's never the same each time you aim. I am further gone. You're sitting at my side, I'm terrified. Misplaced my soul. I've Got two letters framed now. Don't know which to believe Or which one to ignore. You took away my heartache. You also took my heart, And all that I have left is pain and Faith. I got something to believe in, Holding in my breathing. I never needed any faith before. I gaze into the eyes I've memorized, And I can't move. My roof is falling in, my will is thin. I'm hanging from a thread. Don't cut it. Say you can't miss something that you've never had, But I can try. Sometimes I still hear you sing and realize I've Been given everything. I maybe didn't deserve them, but I don't deserve This. And I can still see the surprise that greeted Me through the fear in your eyes, And I know you've only forgotten. Memories are fine, but they won't ever bring you A future. You thrown yourself at me and missed for the Last time. It's never the same each time you aim. I am further gone. You're sitting at my side, I'm terrified. Misplaced my soul. It was supposed to be me leaving. I left myself behind. Now where have I gone? Where am I now? Things flying around. Put it all in a paper cup. Watch it float away. Do you know where Your hand is? Catch a Trout and then you put her right back. Catch a trout and then you put her right Back. Things flying Around. Think easy on the fingers. One, two, three, four. Put it all in a paper cup. Watch it float away. The sun is coming up. The sun is coming up.