Falling Sense

I am falling once again, the worst I ever been Why is it that the world don't make sense? I am releasing too much, please don't hear me cough Sometimes I just want it to end Sometimes I just want it to end I tend to destroy things, I'm a wrecking ball Don't like being played with, but I am a toy And when I'm done, you just put me in a soil Show some growth for me I am falling once again, the worst I've ever been Why is it that the world don't make sense? I am releasing too much, please don't hear me cry Sometimes I just want it to end