Choke on the Glitter

I cut my hair in the bathroom sink at 3 AM I’m writing letters that I’ll never even send The walls are closing in, they’re painted shades of rust And everything I loved is turning into dust I’m wearing your old hoodie just to feel the sting Of every broken promise, of every plastic thing And it’s loud, and it’s cold, and it’s all falling down I’m the prom queen of this lonely, broken town Distortion in my head, static in my veins Trying to find some beauty in these heavy rains Yeah, I’m breaking, I’m fading, I’m losing my mind Leaving all the pieces of myself behind The sky is bruised and purple like my swollen heart I knew we’d end up here before we even start So crank the volume up until the speakers blow I’ve got a front-row seat to my own horror show Concrete and candy, bittersweet and raw I’m the biggest disaster that you ever saw And it’s loud, and it’s cold, and it’s all falling down I’m the prom queen of this lonely, broken town Distortion in my head, static in my veins Trying to find some beauty in these heavy rains Yeah, I’m breaking, I’m fading, I’m losing my mind Leaving all the pieces of myself behind I’m not your doll! I’m not your saint! I’m just the cracks beneath the paint! Watch me burn! Watch me break! Take it all, there’s nothing left to take! Nothing left to take Just static Just rain