Black raven E

Oh. I'm just like you, an ordinary guy, But for the fourth year, I've been living in Fire. I'll be honest, I'm fucking tired. No health, and I have no strength left in Me. I'd like to replace us with new ones, Young, healthy guys, those who believe in life and The word, and not in the darkness of trench Evenings. I'd like to turn into a raven, Black as the night that covered us. Fly quietly over the roads, away from everything Earthly. So I wouldn't hear the explosions anymore, Not count the losses in the morning. Not watch faces fade away in this black, Sooty hell. It broke us and crushed us, mixed us with Mud and ash, but the heart, for some reason, Still beats. Despite the enemy. And you don't expect a reward anymore. Not others or correct words. Just let the night be quieter, And see all young guys alive. I'd like to turn into a raven, Black as the night that covered us. Fly quietly over the roads, away from everything Earthly. So I wouldn't hear the explosions anymore, Not count the losses in the morning. Not watch faces fade away in this black, Sooty hell. I'd croak over the fields, over the burned, Scorched earth, and carry away in the dark sky, All the sorrow I drag with me. Where ash instead of snow, where memory cuts without A knife. Even a bird with its black cry Won't heal what the soul is wounded by. I'd like to turn into a raven, But the sky doesn't know how to help. I move forward while I'm not broken. Through fire, through smoke, through the Night. Through the night. If I can't become a raven, Then stand my ground. If I can't fly, then not fall in Battle. Just to endure All of this, and someday, Return to the silence.