Emotional donor E

May, thunder, a bottle of whiskey… I came out to give warmth, but I only see lists I stuffed spikes on my wrists, took wine and scarlet roses Here, little one, I know — life is moments You think I'm shoveling cash? Raised money — spent it. They come and go, fuck it, not scary Burned a hundred thousand so you'd get warm, baby, it matters to me I need light in your eyes Not paper But you stay silent. And again someone reaches out a hand I give — in return I only get boredom "You're too bright, you scare the shadows" — But I was just warming them, as I could, they don't appreciate I'm like an iPhone in the cold — I'll just shut down And I don't give a fuck, bye everyone Gave kindness away in pieces, like roses And in return — empty faces, eyes down Today they love, tomorrow — "go fuck yourself" But I'll still go out in the rain without an umbrella Billions of people won't replace you But you're not the one Today hit thirty, in the glass whiskey with cola Hey, brother, pour yourself some, listen to me I didn't promise that everything would go well But I'm here. Even if the world — stabs with a knife in the shoulder You. Me. Night. Miyagi plays in the car We're flying to where they meet sunsets I know perfectly well that the heart can feel like shit when you act absolutely right, without looking back But they come in a crowd, like spectators And for them you're just a beat in the player I gave out energy, they clung to my veins But this is all, just scenes I'm like an iPhone in the cold — I'll just shut down And I don't give a fuck, bye everyone Gave kindness away in pieces, like roses And in return — empty words, through the eyes Today they love, tomorrow — "go fuck yourself" But I'll still go out in the rain without an umbrella Billions of people won't replace you But you're not the one Those looks couldn't have been lies But the lie was that I believed in help I'm a romantic when drunk I hate being sober — then I look weak May, thunderstorm… I shut down, turned off the light in my eyes Yeah, it hurts me, so what? I want to hear sincere words People are such shit now — you give them your whole heart, and in return a knife under the ribs, fuck it, although it hurts Bye everyone