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Maybe I'm not perfect... but it depends on whose world In mine — I'm still alive I despise lies — but I'm soaked through with them People around me — like two sides of a coin Some don't hear me even when I scream in their face Others hear clearly even what I don't say I raise a toast to the love I don't believe in How dare I find my loss in you? These swings — baby, it's just a hellish circus Where silence was always my loudest scream I don't hope — I don't wait Just turned a calendar page You're my event — good thing I didn't bring you back then Good thing I didn't bring you back Your brown eyes — like a cold morning You wanted strong hugs so badly If you suddenly come — come in, just remember right away Make yourself at home — but you'd better get the fuck out Your brown eyes — like a cold morning You wanted strong hugs so badly If you suddenly come — come in, just remember right away Make yourself at home — but you'd better get the fuck out This "fucking chaos" woke me up better than caffeine Years together changed everything — now in my life — Happy End I don't want to live for someone else anymore Our future stayed in the past — that's where it belongs And yeah, baby, I don't miss you anymore It just happened: you — fuck off, and I'm going to work Remember how I said billions could never replace you? Never Now I get it: it was all bullshit And you know what I want to tell you? I'm growing up — my thoughts change, I change too Didn't answer for a week — was looking for an answer for myself "Why the fuck are we even talking?" — I found it And I don't remember your hands anymore — that same look Now those brown eyes melt in someone else's arms And if someone asks me "what's my dream?" I'll say without thinking: "Forget you" Your brown eyes — like a cold morning You wanted strong hugs so badly If you suddenly come — come in, just remember right away Make yourself at home — but you'd better get the fuck out Your brown eyes — like a cold morning You wanted strong hugs so badly If you suddenly come — come in, just remember right away Make yourself at home — but you'd better get the fuck out And if someone asks — what's my dream? I'll exhale without thinking: "Forget you" Let those brown eyes melt somewhere in someone else's hands I don't want to be destroyed one day by that pressed gas pedal at 220 km/h ...But that was in a past life Now I'm just driving to work And I don't give a fuck Maybe I'm not the most perfect person in the world But it depends on whose world, right? In mine — I'm free now