we smoked

You were sitting on the edge of the bed, The moonlight in your eyes. I was silent, you were silent, but inside everything Was already screaming. Your hands are ice, mine are trembling. We didn't know what was next, but at that Moment we were alive. You and I were smoking, you put on my Hoodie, I opened the window. Outside the window, the rain is beating as if It knows. You said, "Don't look like that." I replied, "I can't." We died in this room, but we are still Breathing in the smoke. We smoke by the window, smoke into the sky Like goodbye. You are my dream, I am your blanket, But it's all on the exhale. You leave, I'll stay with this night in my Head. It intoxicates me like a cigarette and then Puts me out in water, in in water, In water. Mm. You left quietly as if you knew it was A game. I looked at you drunkenly as if You were my entire ideal. You said we won't wake, but I held on As a last chance. Now your voice is in My head. You left, didn't turn around. I was left with ashes on the window. There are traces of your fingers on the windowsill Like cracks on glass. I smoke until everything Between the lines burns away. This night is my silence. My silence, my silence, my silence. You leave. You Said Your name. You put on my hoodie. We smoke by the window, smoke into the sky Like goodbye. You are my dream, I am your blanket, But it's all on the exhale. You leave, I'll stay with this night in my Head. It intoxicates me like a cigarette and puts Me out in water, in water, in water, In water, in water.