I miss you E

Oh, my old dusty man, what am I to do It’s so strange without your tantrums pulling me through I almost miss your empty jealousy at air The endless little fights, the mess, the stress, the glare Your chubby body, and that judgment in your eyes Your “I’m leaving now” — your favorite little lies That suitcase you would drag like some dramatic scene And every threat: “That’s it, this is the end of me” What a shame you’re gone from my sweet little life Now I’m drowning in the horror of a peaceful night If I could turn back time to that very first fight I’d tell you to go fuck yourself and block you out my sight Block your number, cut every road, every line And live without your “I love you” and your toxic spine But oh, I miss you, let me be honest and mean Your little breakdowns were my favorite tragic scene So I sigh all sarcastic like, “Where did you go” My personal factory of chaos, pain, and woe I kind of miss your drinking, your dependence on the bottle The way you shouted so hard, like life was just your throttle How you hunted for conflict where there was only peace How you turned every tiny thing into a circus piece If I’d known what a disaster you were gonna become I’d have blocked you on day one and kept my pretty life calm What a shame you’re gone from my sweet little life Now I’m drowning in the horror of a peaceful night If I could turn back time to that very first fight I’d tell you to go fuck yourself and block you out my sight Block your number, cut every road, every line And live without your “I love you” and your toxic spine But oh, I miss you, let me be honest and mean Your little breakdowns were my favorite tragic scene