DON'T FLY AWAY, MY ANGEL

Breathing sweet hope like a baby. When would I have believed that once upon a Time the soul, having escaped from corruption, He carries away eternal thoughts? Both memory and love are endless in the depths. I swear I would have left this world long Ago. I would crush life, ugly idol. And he flew away to the land of freedom And pleasure. To a country where there is no Death, where there is no prejudice, where a single Thought floats in heavenly purity. But in vain I surrendered to a deceptive dream. My mind persists and I despise hope. Nothingness awaits me beyond the grave. How? Nothing. Neither thought nor first love. I am afraid. And I look at life with Sadness once again. And I want to live long so that the Image I love will remain hidden and burning in My sad soul. Don't fly away, my angel. I need you alive here. I'm the only one you have. We have one road and one destiny. I wanna be with you. I wanna live with you, to love and believe In you. Love is God, that he created everyone And everything. When the noisy day stops for a Mortal and the silent stacks of hell, A translucent shadow will cover the night and sleep, The reward of a day's work. At that time, they were dragging on in silence For me. Hours of weary vigil in the inactivity of the Night, they burn More vividly in me. Snakes of heartache, dreams are boiling in a mind Overwhelmed by longing. There is an abundance of heavy thoughts. The memory stands silently before me, Unfolds its long scroll, and with disgust reading my Life, I tremble and curse and lament bitterly and Shed bitter tears. But I do not wash away the sad line.