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If I was to say I am to blame For all of the sadness and all of the Pain Would you listen And grant me forgiveness? If I was to claim that I have changed And prove to the world in all of the Ways That I'm different, Would it make a difference? I started writing songs because I saw some videos On MTV Eminem and MCR were on my screen Ten years old and had a dream Mom and Dad were sad to see I gradually Was running From the path that they had handed me A Fantasy, you'll never be a superstar Morgan, Don't change who you are But I was fucking Selfish so I bit the hand and chewed too Far By the time 2009 had came and gone I saw the signs of all the demons in My mind A freshman starting senior high Sat in Class and realized I'll never be that perfect son Never wear a business suit and hate my day 'til work is done I've made some shitty choices But now changing's what I'm working on I've tried To be two guys at once but now it's Time to murder one I to say I am To blame For all of the sadness and all Of the pain Would you listen And grant me forgiveness? If I was to claim that I have changed And prove to the world in all of the Ways That I'm different, Would it make a difference? I never thought my life would turn into the Mess that it did I would love to be Depressed if that's as bad as it gets And No, I never would've guessed I'd be affected like This And be accused of things that I didn't Commit But I am guilty of this I stopped Music for the reasons I love I met my Fans but only cared about the girls in the Bus I was thinking of myself instead of those Who I trust And I forgot about the nights I spent alone feeling stuck Nineteen, I was touring, thinking I was important Knowing one Day I'll be driving in Porsches Talk about losing Focus Now I'm twenty-four and all my shows are Canceled 'Cause this rockstar life was more than I Could handle Light the candles, it's a funeral, I hope you attend It's time to put to Rest the shit I did and things that I Said I was stupid and I promise I won't Do it again I can't change who I was But I can fix who I am If I Was to say I am to blame For all Of the sadness and all of the pain Would You listen And grant me forgiveness? If I was to claim that I have changed And prove to the world in all of the Ways That I'm different, Would it make a difference? Would it make difference? Would It make a Difference?