Put the Gun Down E

Bullet to my brain before I go insane and Relapse. I look into the mirror just hoping that somebody Speaks back. Where does the story begin? Better yet, when does it end? Took my whole life to admit, life ain't about Fitting in. I'd be surrounded by friends feeling Like I was alone. This mansion that I'm living in just doesn't feel Like a home. As I got older, brushed that Chip off my shoulder. Dislike four of my grudges, held my family much Closer. Saw the world changing colors like the Leaves in October. I know the winter is coming, But summer's right around the corner. Bullet to my brain before I go insane and Relapse, Yeah. I look into the mirror just hoping that Somebody speaks back. It speaks yeah. And I just scream. Let these words come out my mouth. It's not too late to change. There's always time to turn it around. But first you gotta put the gun down. But first you gotta put the gun down. But first you gotta put the gun... Know what it's like to be lost, trying to Be something I'm not. Spent life trying to be rich with no one To spend it all on. Thought I was too far gone, saw the world In all cons. Life ain't a video game, Can't get another respond. So I live life to the fullest, stop loading These bullets. Started counting on myself 'cause I Found out I could do it. Gotta get up and push through it, no matter How hard it's getting. This gunshot might kill me, but it hurts everyone That it misses. Bullet to my brain before I Go insane and relapse, Yeah. I look into the mirror just hoping that Somebody speaks back. It speaks back, yeah. And I just scream. Let these words come out my mouth. It's not too late to change. There's always time to turn it around. But first you gotta put the gun down. But first you gotta put the gun down. I spit the bullet from the back of my Mouth. And give myself another chance at living. I gotta be the one to help myself. Yeah, I'm on a mission. Tunnel vision in my brain. Before I go insane and relapse, Yeah. I look into the mirror just hoping that Somebody speaks back, Yeah. All right, you gotta scream right here. And I just scream. Let these words come out my mouth. It's not too late to change. There's always time to turn it around. But first you gotta put the gun down. But first you gotta put the gun down. But first you gotta put the gun down