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So many, so many, so many, so many. So many questions, so few answers. After all, life is chaos. You were, or maybe never, a dreamer's invention, A foolish fairy tale. You live only for an instant, a lame excuse. So many, so many, so many, so many. So many, so many, so many, so many. Yeah. They keep telling you since birth that life is A straight line, but the cycle is a circle I just don't understand. The blue one is pale, not bright, But red inside. Everything is so gray outside. It's beautiful. Burn it all down, I'm still fucking live. Gray rises night, I slide, I'm the light. Time fucks my mouth, but I still stand and Spit. I'll tear this world apart or it'll bury Me in it. And the sun is dancing and The leaves are singing. Watching the waltz of winds and flowers. I will understand this world, I'm destined to Achieve something. And where all the rivers of Dreams quietly merge. Shh. But in one boat there's me, And right beside me, you. Yeah. So many, so many, so many, so many. So many, so many, so many.