Paid In Pain

Stackin' that paper, I'm stuck in the grind. Problems surround me, I'm losin' my mind. Love got me blinded, I'm fallin' behind. Trust is a gamble, no peace I can find. Countin' the money but feelin' the pain. Hole in my chest like I'm standin' in rain. Love turn to ashes, it's never the same. Playin' this life, but I'm losin' the game. Mama keep prayin', she callin' my phone. Said I got lost when I left from my Home. Money got bigger, but I'm still alone. Built up a wall and I'm stuck in my Zone. Late in the night, I got demons to Fight. Thoughts gettin' darker, no end in my sight. Love was a light, now I'm killin' the light. Chasin' the money, I'm payin' the price. Money on the table, I'm stuck in the chase. Problems keep followin', no time to embrace. Love got me damaged, can't look at her face. Trust disappear like it never had place. Countin' these dollars but empty of soul. Pain in my chest, yeah, it's takin' a toll. Love turn to poison, I'm losin' control. Life like a movie, no script, no control. Mama keep tellin' me, "Stay on your path." I went for money, now deal with the wrath. Love turn to silence, no more that laugh. Heart gettin' colder, I'm doin' the math. Late in the night, I'm alone with my sins. Thoughts gettin' louder, it never just ends. Money keep comin', but nobody wins. Stackin' that paper, I'm stuck in the grind. Problems surround me, I'm losin' my mind. Love got me blinded, I'm fallin' behind. Trust is a gamble, no peace I can find. Countin' the money but feelin' the pain. Hole in my chest like I'm standin' in rain. Love turn to ashes, it's never the same. Playin' this life, but I'm losin' the game. Mama keep prayin', she callin' my phone. Said I got lost when I left from my Home. Money got bigger, but I'm still alone. Built up a wall and I'm stuck in my Zone. Late in the night, I got demons to Fight. Thoughts gettin' darker, no end in my sight. Love was a light, now I'm killin' the light. Chasin' the money, I'm payin' the price. Money on the table, I'm stuck in the chase. Problems keep followin', no time to embrace. Love got me damaged, can't look at her face. Trust disappear like it never had place. Countin' these dollars but empty of soul. Pain in my chest, yeah, it's takin' a toll. Love turn to poison, I'm losin' control. Life like a movie, no script, no control. Mama keep tellin' me, "Stay on your path." I went for money, now deal with the wrath. Love turn to silence, no more of that laugh. Heart gettin' colder, I'm doin' the math. Late in the night, I'm alone with my sins. Thoughts gettin' louder, it never just ends. Money keep comin', but nobody wins. Love was a lesson, I'm lost in the spin.