i donʼt wanna kill myself, yet, but iʼve thought about it.

i don’t wanna kill myself, yet, but i’ve thought about it. and i don’t wanna fill myself with regret but i got it and that’s how i always will feel how i always will be it’s not ‘bout what i want b it’s bout what it will be how i always will feel how i always will be if this is just a break, then was this thing, a real thing? it’s like you filled with with silicone it’s not, but it feels real tell me what’s the real deal once i stop, then i feel alone and i don’t wanna feel alone, no more and i don’t want this silicone, no more yeah yeah, yeah yeah, dímelo, habla claro, ¿qué te pasa? pendejo, ¿qué pasa contigo? yeah yeah, yeah yeah, dímelo, habla claro, ¿qué te pasa? pendejo, ¿qué pasa contigo?