Not worth it anymore

I'm kinda feeling like it's over 'cause there's Nothing more to do with my life. It's so much harder when we're sober, Wondering why the wrong just had to turn right. It's like a fever, it cuts me deeper. I don't wanna fight it no more. Is there an answer? Not gonna chance it. I don't wanna know what's in store. It's not worth it anymore, no. It's not worth it anymore, no, No. It's not worth it anymore. She said that nothing really matters, So why do I keep on looking for more? I'm letting go 'cause I would rather not repeat What I have been through before. We're overthinking and undermining everything we Thought that we knew, yeah. It's not worth finding the silver lining when Everything inside is blue. It's not worth it anymore, no. It's not worth it anymore, no, No. It's not worth it any--I'm right back here Again, drinking to numb the pain. Nothing ever makes me feel better. Can't see the point at all. I'm tired of playing ball. I don't wanna do this forever. It's not worth it anymore. And I've been walking round in overload 'cause I Don't have a place where I can go. I'm sick of all the lies that I've been Told. It's getting old. It's Not Worth it any-- It's Not worth it anymore. It's It's not worth it any--I'm right back Here again, drinking to numb the pain. Nothing ever makes me feel better. Can't see the point at all. I'm tired of playing ball. I don't wanna do this forever. It's worth it anymore.