Break It

Woke up tired, something's gotta give. Dishes in the sink, mail I missed. Stereo sound on the vision board list. Written down thoughts, people I kiss. People I thought were the people I want. All the facades, people couldn't keep up. Stayed up, couldn't wait around too long. But I could get some rest to a loud Slow song. Hold on, let me talk. Overthink, but I'm gonna say it all. Quick drink, but I wanna pack a bowl. Wanna think it out loud, quick call. Quick stop, fast track to the tip top. Take a rest, take a swift drop. When I take a breath, my steps unlock. I don't need to make sure you glance off Like. Let me breathe. Let me sleep. Let me be before I get too Deep. Believe now. Don't pretend. We don't need to think ahead, no. Can I begin to end my Detriments? Believe now. I cut my limbs in spring and glued them Onto something brighter. I first and second guessed my doubts in flames Till I felt lighter. You built a door of thoughts and prayers, surprised When it decayed. Surprised the balconies above provided any shade. I've done my waiting, done my aching, Done it all too soon. I'm done with blame and done with making any Dumb excuse. The wind says she can pick me up 'bout Eight PM tonight. Whatever you do on your own time's no concern Of mine. Let me breathe. Let me sleep. Let me be before I get too Deep. Believe now. Don't pretend. We don't need to think ahead, no. Can I begin to end my Detriments? Believe now.