My Own Hell

I’m staring at the ceiling again Waiting for the moment you get under my skin I don't sleep, i just wait for the call I’m the only one who's waiting for the fall You’re not here, but you’re everywhere I’m losing my breath, i’m gasping for air Do you like what you see? What you’ve done to me? I’m on my knees, but i’m not praying I’m just listening to what you’re saying You’re the death of me! You’re the ghost in my head! I’d rather be broken, i’d rather be dead! Give me the pain, give me the knife! You’re the only thing left in my life! I’m losing control! I’m losing my soul! Stop talking. Stop looking at me I’m exactly where you want me to be It’s a cycle, it’s a drug, it’s a lie I’m just waiting for the day that i die Is this what you wanted? Is this the plan? To break me down as fast as you can? Just kill me! Just finish the job! You’re a god! And i’m nothing! I’m nothing! You’re the death of me! You’re the ghost in my head! I’d rather be broken, i’d rather be dead! Give me the pain, give me the knife! You’re the only thing left in my life! You’re the death of my peace of mind Every single time Over and over Again