old and alone

I'm getting older day by day. They never change, they're all the same. I've seen these walls for decades and some more. I'm sitting, rotting in my chair. I wish that anyone would care about someone who Lived for oh so long. And so you know, life's not worth it at All. I should have killed myself when I was small. I should have died when I was beautiful and Young. They would have cried and wished that I Was still around. They'd say I had so many years to go. Now that I've lived through them, I'll die alone. Old and alone. I've heard this times and times again, It's getting better in the end. The silver line is right about to start. So I've been waiting on and on for rights To override the wrong. Until my last clock broke and fell apart. And so you know, they're telling you a lie. It will be just as bad until you die. I should have died when I was beautiful and Young. They would have cried and wished that I Was still around. They'd say I had so many years to go. Now that I've lived through them, I'll die alone. Old and alone. I have no love, I have no friends. Nobody calls, nobody texts. I'm gray but I am feeling oh so blue. You pity me or laugh and point. I could be mad but there's no point. As if I'm really talking to some you. And so you know, one day you're gonna see. That you don't want to end up just like Me. So go and die while you are beautiful and Young. They all will cry and wish that you Were still around. They'll say you had so many years to go. But if you live through them, you'll die alone. Old and alone. Always alone. I still hold on that nonsense from the past. That I will live to meet the silver line At last. I wish I could forget and let It rest. But I'll be old if there's a Single chance.