Rituals

My coffee is not strong enough. My heart is drowning out these days. I have it in the morning. I drink it in the night. Drinking is my song and I'll keep it 'til I'm dead. This ritual I have. I need something my hands. Give me my drink so I'll say, "Never sleep, There's better hands." I cannot bear myself. This ritual I have. Ritual. This Ritual. This ritual I get. I used to sleep. I used to run. I Used to bleed. I used to heal. I used to draw my Breath. Know her well. She used to run for her bed. She died on turning walls. This ritual I lost long ago.