It Was August

So many things i never spoke out Maybe because i didn't know how Last words were you should go now Those were the words that i wrote down Down the road with my ol' pal Missing the times when we would roll out and blow clouds If it could be as simple let me know now Started with a dream, i guess we grown now People becoming profiles Most of my ties been severed Already lost count, momma goes out That old prose where you growing up all alone in a ghost town Poppa had his own trials so he went and bounced, i'm a young child, wild Faded often like fuck it if takes to an early coffin 'cos being awake is something i can't take with these losses So easier to escape when it's awkward Hiding behind a face can make you nauseous A couple of abused hearts and changing corners I begged you would've kept it back in august Never felt like i belonged, i just got along regardless But see myself become more distant, making me heartless When your thick skin becomes your prison, i'm a martian An easy target, that's why i keep a guard up When i don't even wanna, you can see i'm starving You see the lane, but you feeling strange Cos it's not the place that you're looking for, it's not the place that you're looking for Seasons change, but you feeling strange Cos it's not the place that you're looking for, it's not the place that you're looking for I'll be on my way, man i really hate goodbyes My aunty should've stayed Uncles flew to canada but me i'm not afraid I'm fighting for my fucking pride, i'm fighting everyday Don't let nobody tell you shit is how i learned to play Make my fist into a ball 'cos i don't know what to say Do i step inside the storm or leave without a trace Leave a comment on the page, the lines are always vague I'm between continents As they throwing shade Tried to gain confidence Light up on the stage Honeys gave me compliments Relying on the wave just find out one day Nothing good last forever, when deep down i am hoping that it does Feel like these scars held me together while the pain is something i can never run You see the lane, but you feeling strange Cos it's not the place that you're looking for, it's not the place that you're looking for Seasons change, but you feeling strange Cos it's not the place that you're looking for, it's not the place that you're looking for I wanna feel the things that i see in others But i'm scared i'm repeating a past that keeps me from it Read the map like am i missing something? Starting to understand the repercussions Yeah, i need the instructions on how to need if that makes sense The cards been dealt, i'm trying to see and maybe make friends Instead of wondering where our days went I'm ready to jump, you just say when Said i'm ready to jump, you just say when