Glutton

I keep on chewing down the pain inside me That's how they trained me since my early childhood Shut your mouth and eat, don't say a word out loud Swallowing the sweetness by the tons of it It helps me get through, I won't deny it now But slowly this is killing me inside out The burst of joy never lasts too long at all Even if it feels better for a while now My will is not enough to fight this urge here I slowly rot away, I rot away now Year after year I repeat this rite again If my heart aches, I just eat a bun or two I spend my last small coins on pastry today Tonight the baguette tasted so damn good though So damn good though… It helps me get through, I won't deny it now But slowly this is killing me inside out The burst of joy never lasts too long at all Even if it feels better for a while now My will is not enough to fight this urge here I slowly rot away, I rot away now