Addicted to It

You left at three like always Didn't kiss me goodbye, just sideways I lay there still tasting the sin Knowing tomorrow you'll be back again Your hands don't stay, but the aftertaste does We ain't in love, we just catching a buzz You love me in parts, then leave all at once I'm playing the fool, doing these stunts My phone don't ring, you just show up Like you knew I’m pouring this cup Like you knew I wouldn't say no You come in fast, but you take it slow We don't talk much, we don't need to I already lost the fight to you Every touch is a secret kept I trace the spot on the bed where you slept You don't love me, but I love how it feels Even if nothing about this is real I breathe you in like I can't quit Yeah, I'm addicted to it No cameras, no names, just skin and the games We blur out the lines 'til it all feels the same Then rewind like it's just an escape But it never is, not in this shape I memorize every move, need the proof We never say what this is, that's the truth I know how it ends, I know the score But I always open the door We don't talk much, we don't need to I already lost the fight to you Every touch is a secret kept I trace the spot on the bed where you slept You don't love me, but I love how it feels Even if nothing about this is real I breathe you in like I can't quit Yeah, I'm addicted to it