Carry

Whispers behind my back, laughter that knocks the Breath out of me. In the mirror, it's not me, but an enemy. And the world is strange to everyone. At home, there's gloom and screaming and pain. My mother insists I'm full of sin, But inside, a fire grows in my trembling hands. And they don't know what's hidden in the silence, In my soul, at the deepest bottom. For every scar, for every tear, I'll bring them my reckoning. This evening will change everything, I almost believed. Oh, I dressed, and for a moment I opened The door to trust. He smiled and held out his hand to me Like in a dream, and I thought maybe I'm Just like everyone else. And they don't know what's hidden in the silence, In my soul, at the deepest bottom. For every scar, for every tear, I'll bring them my reckoning. I'll bring them my, My reckoning. Spotlight beams, loud laughter, and someone's wild Scream. A hand rubber down my dress, a bright, Terrible moment. There's white poison from the Ceiling straight down on me. Well, is this what You wanted? Take it. This is me. This is me. This is me. Now you know what was sleeping in the silence, In my soul, at the very bottom. For the laughter and the pain, for every tear, This night I'll bring you a nightmare. Reckon me.